My grandpa always told me when I was a kid "in all things, give thanks". I never understood why nothing really bothered him. Look at it this way - did you ever consider that things already worked out for the best? You may need that money for something else very soon whether it be pleasure related or for emergency health care or a breakdown of appliances at your house, etc etc. You may luck out because maybe something in the parts was defective and will need major $$$ to repair right away. Maybe the package was destined to be lost in the mail giving both of you grief and aggravation until resolved. Hopefully you understand. I'm 36 and only recently began to live this way. It really is less stressful when you quit spazzing over every little thing in life. I love guns, motorcycles, and WWII reenacting and therefore have plenty to go nuts over if I wanted to.

If I were you I'd take a chill pill, move on, and be happy you have the opportunity to pursue your wishes. You didn't lose anything but a little time. Embrace this great forum and use it to find what you want/need and quit sweating the things you won't even remember this time next year. Trust me.

Craig
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Craig
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